Should i make youtube in english or native?

Hi! I want as many opinions pro/con for a few things. First one: My native language is romanian, and i would say in english I'm ok, my pronunciation is not always spot on, but i can say im mid to advanced in my opinion. Now the problem is that i feel like in romanian i can express myself 10x better or at least this is how i feel it. Now on the other side.. In english you have access to a wider possible audience. What you think? Or there are any other ways of doing it? I hate that auto generated voice for videos, it makes me to close the video in the first second.

Second: I'm looking forward to do gaming and probably in the future something like tech on an other channel, but for the tech one you obviously need more money. Now for the gaming one, in your experience, opinion on what you watch, should i go with a cam or without?

Third: I don't knoe if I'm the only one feeling like this, used to be a massive gamer, playing until late, sleep a fee hours and go to work, but life and age fucks you over and you are either too tired or in a state where you want to play but in the same time you don't. On top of that you have this massive industry launching games half baked, all full of microtransactions, with the same storyline, it feels like you have to pick between rage addictive games like league of legends for me exemple where you get excited when you win and you want to destroy everything when you lose, and on the other hand you have chill games story driven or just normal, that feel exciting to play for a short time if at all. How you overcome this?