Is my life fkd forever?

I've been car dwelling since the tail end of 2019. I traveled and saw so much, doordashing along the way to support myself. It was the best experience of my life until covid popped off only a few months later. Covid sucked, but it made my income skyrocket. I was making like $40-$50/hr in socal delivering food in peak covid. I got complacent and now the food delivery market is giving me about a third of peak covid income. I have applied to 14 jobs over the past week, all rejections. I'm 31, with no skills or education. I have a 5 year gap on my resume (which already was trash). I feel feral - I barely talk to anyone. I have doubt that I can ever return to a semblance of normalcy. I'm tired, I don't want to do this anymore. Hard to get a place with 1099 income, hard to get a job without an address, hard to get myself out of bed every day.