Overwhelmed

Thought id be able to handle my course load, and im started to realize that I'm on the path of burning out, I took as many classes as I did because I wanted to finish before I turn a certain age but it looks like I just shot myself in the foot instead.

Ive also been dealing with the emotional issues I've gotten that came with the death of one of my parents some months ago, I thought I was strong enough to just compartmentalize that and set it aside but im not and now I feel like im falling apart. I want to withdraw from one of my classes, but if I do I'll only get 1 more attempt per college of business rules, and im terrified that on the second attempt I wont get the B I need to be accepted into my major.

Im just so disappointed in myself because I shouldve known better than try to do as much as I'm doing.