Should I be seeing a Therapist about my paranoia?

With current events around the world I am so extremely paranoid. I'm a gay women living in the southern states. I have a masculine voice and presence but I am afab. The alt right terrify me. The police terrify me. Trump, JD Vance & Musk all terrify me. I'm too scared to leave my house most day and each time I do leave it's meet with sobbing crying panic attacks that exhaust me to my core. I've been like this since Trump's campaign started and it's only gotten worse after his election.

I'm scared that if I leave my house people will see me and know I'm gay or think im trans. This scares me specifically because I think this will lead to me being arrested and sent to a camp or worse. I tend to live my life trapped In my small apartment too scared to speak to anyone too scared to leave and too scared to do anything else.

My only support is from family who live an entire states away. I've tried smoking weed (Legal in my state) but it only keeps me calm for a little while before I return to my paranoid thoughts. I thought about seeing a doctor about these thoughts, but I am also scared that if I share with a professional that I'll be betrayed by them and arrested. Would doctors be able to help with this? Or am I truly on my own here? Am I safe never leaving my house for the next 4 years ?