7 days no drinking

Iv made it a week officially! One whole week and that’s the first time in a very long time , really guessing I’m ganna have to say about 2 years about ! I would go a day or 2 here and there but it was usually because I was recovering from a weeks worth of black outs, those hangovers where u honestly feel like your dying and tell your self never again but then next chance you get right back to the bottle!!! But I did it and did alot of things this week that will hopefully make this change feel more like somthing I can actually handle! I realized the other day how fucked up i actually am and how my drinking has really become super unmanageable within the last 5 years and that’s insane I allowed it to go this long ! Hopefully this will be no more and I can hold on to what I really want !