One Year Today

Today is one year without waking up in a complete panic, checking my car for dents or signs of damage because I didn't remember driving home. Today is one year without waking up in the E.R. to a doctor grinding his knuckles in my sternum, screaming "do you drink like this everyday?" Because my b.a.c. is so high I might need to be induced. Today is one year without waking up shaking like a leaf praying I dont have blood in my vomit again. Today is one year without sneaking, stealing, lying, cheating or burning bridges with the people I love. I'm so grateful I don't have to wake up and wonder how I'm going to get through the day. IWNDWYT