I was raped a few days ago…

I’m trying my best to cope or try to.

Idk what to do.

This isn’t the first time this has happened to me (SA) but it’s still not any easier to deal with…

I keep going back and forth between thinking I’m okay and then it just hits me again. Repeats in a loop.

I feel so odd. I keep getting little sparks here and there of feeling like me but then in vanishes again. Especially in the quiet moments when I have nothing to distract myself with.

I hate this. So much.