Being single in your early 30s feels so hopeless

I was a late bloomer, and feel like I’m only just hitting my stride with dating now. I’ve had a few short relationships, but nothing worked out. It’s really struck me how much better a position my friends who have been in relationships 2-3 years are than me now though. They’re stable, able to buy homes (or their parents feel comfortable giving them the money to do so) and getting on with their lives in a healthy way. As I head towards 33 with no relationship prospects and very little money I realise life is just a series of short term rents and humiliation until a grandparent dies.

I genuinely don’t see the point in not killing myself if I’m not in a strong relationship by 35 max.