What is really the “real” reality?!

I have been watching a lot of manifestation and law of attraction videos. When I’m focused and repeat daily affirmations every day I feel so free and powerful. I feel like all my dreams are coming true.

BUT then I will tell my friends or partner and they will put me down saying “stop being delusional” and “be more realistic”.

When I follow that advice honestly my world sucks. That reality sucks… I’m not living the life I want. I’m 31 working a minimum wage part-time job. But I feel in my bones and body that I’m meant for something great! I’m meant for more! I’m meant to have an amazing fucking life and I don’t care what anyone else has to say or think about it.

So before I begin, I wanted clarity. Am I being delusional? Can I really manifest a better life for myself regardless of my circumstances and current situation?

Please tell me that it’s possible 😞 I was hopeful, but now my world and beliefs are falling apart 💔