how does ketamine feel and why do people get addicted to it????

Not really interested on trying it because I'm currently fighting addiction and going thru xanax/opi/alcohol & stimulant withdrawals at the moment so i'm bored &&' figured i'd ask this question since I've always wondered it. i've always heard it feels like dxm but just a little more intense... k users is that true ? i for some reason imagine k feeling like an opiate and hallucinogenic at the same time lol. since i have no experience with the drug at all whatsoever and no one does ketamine where i'm from. plz somebody explain to me why so many ppl get addicted to it because if it's anything like dxm... i mean that sounds good but dxm is a bit mehhh to me, i mean don't get me wrong i've used dxm days on end b4 wen i couldn't get other drugs but it was nvr better than any of the drugs i listed above that i have an addiction to. i've never really been a fan of dissociatives or hallucinogenics so i just wonder if anyone can describe an experience they've had on the drug that'll make me change my mind or see it from a different perspective. thx in advance!