Struggling with balancing meaningful human connection and personal priorities

I usually find it hard to establish genuine human connections. My social battery runs out quickly, and I normally prioritize alone time and things I love doing, like editing and filmmaking. But two weeks ago, I met two people who gave me an instant sense of comfort and belonging. I liked them so much that I forgot my usual priorities.

At the same time, I kept wondering if I should stay focused on myself and my priorities, especially since these connections are often temporary when everyone eventually goes their separate ways.

The hard part is knowing that this connection was only temporary. We’ve now gone our separate ways, and while I would love to stay in touch, I don’t know if that’s realistic. Traveling often means forming intense bonds that feel so real in the moment, but I wonder if it’s worth holding on when everyone inevitably moves on with their own lives.

At the same time, this feeling of connection seems so rare and meaningful that it feels wrong to let it fade away. Has anyone else experienced this tension between wanting to fully embrace fleeting connections and trying to stay grounded in my priorities?