I hate being brown and in high school.

I really hope this doesn't make people upset but whatever. I go to a high school with a decent amount of brown kids but mostly white kids. The way I have overheard boys talking about brown girls is just so brutal and terrible. No guy has ever liked me before, and I consider myself decently extroverted, I go to parties, I have a bunch of friends, and I don't think I am ugly. I know for a fact that if I was any other race than guys would like me. The worst part is the guy I like seems to have a thing against brown girls, which sucks. I just hate it so much, like what makes me so different just because the color of my skin. Racism is just so normalized and people are constantly making fun of brown girls. I just hate it so much. I truly wish I was any other race. I can't wait till I am a adult and people stop being so weird about it.