Am i a bad person and I don’t know?

Many times I have been nothing but good to most of my struggling friends although i’m also struggling as well ( I can’t help financially but I give them the little motivation i can)

But it seems anytime things pick up for them , they forget me, when I reach out you can sense some slight attitude in their responses.

Not saying they should put me on . I can hold my own but at least be nice Happened so many times, i wonder if there’s something bad I’ve been doing