Birthday today and I feel sad

Female, mid 20’s. Birthday today. Honestly have never felt more unaccomplished, sad, depressed, demotivated, demoralized and just overall so lost. Let’s just say I had way higher expectations from myself at this age. I’m even pissed off at myself for writing this as it sounds so ungrateful and self pitying/victimizing. Just needed to get this off my chest. Hope everyone is having a better day than me. X