Unpopular opinion: Kpins better than xan?

I’ve been on benzos for about 9 years. Legally prescribed for seizures and sleep disorder/panic attacks. As we all know, pharmacies and doctors inevitably make mistakes and we get stuck without our meds sometimes. I’ve spent about 3 years just on xan, another 2 on kpin, then back to xan. Recently my pharmacy has messed up so many times running out of stock etc that they just say “well you’ll have to wait or just go to the hospital.” It ruins my entire routine and I miss work and all obligations. I saw my doc again and agreed to go back on the kpins. I don’t feel the need to dose as often, and the wd isn’t bad if I have to wait a day. Xan obviously is a miracle drug and works fast and I’ll never dispute that. But I feel more clear-headed and less ups and downs throughout the day on kpins because of the half life. It seems to prevent all my panic attacks and works just as well as the xan. Seeing if anyone else has similar opinions