Who do you vent to?

As stated in the title, who do you turn to when it’s all too much? At the moment, I have no one, and for the entirety of my life, I’ve had no one.

I struggle so much with connecting with people that I’ve completely become reliant on myself when it comes to venting and solving my problems, because I simply can’t develop a relationship deep enough to where it’d be acceptable to open up with someone. I literally just have conversations with myself on how I should proceed with everyday obstacles I face. Honestly, sometimes I just turn away from people completely because of how two-faced they can be, so this further isolates me.