How to Uncrack My Egg?

So recently (the last week or so) my egg cracked for the first time. And I went from “Oh those feelings I have are completely unrelated to being trans” to “Oh shit. I am probably trans” and I’m fighting so many things rn.

I blame this on finally moving out from my right wing, homophobic, Trump loving, Bible believing, homeschool family about 3 months ago. And finally having a chance to start feeling like myself again.

However I feel like this couldn’t have come at a worse possible time. I don’t want my egg to crack right now. I don’t want to be having these thoughts when so many crazy things are going on and I’m on the cusp of a career breakthrough and personal mental health breakthrough.

Have any of you uncracked your egg and gone back to feeling normal? I need advice please!!