Getting my tests from the States…rock and a hard place

So I have 4 Metrix tests that are being mailed to me but they can only mail them to the USA. I live in Canada and used to travel across the border every few weeks for things like fresh tests. Now I am afraid to cross because the border is becoming such a hot button topic and I am a minority AND I am someone who has spoken out about the orange man on socials. Which they are now saying they can detain you for doing. Soooo I guess I can’t get more tests?? Sigh.