Just need a "im so proud of you"

im so fucking tired, i slave away at school, have to be friendly, deal with cat calling at my school, a pissy mom whos always in a mood, i cant even fucking tell her anything before it turns into a fight. i just need a "im so proud of you. Youre doing so good. Youre okay, Youre safe. i love you. here are some things i love about you" i need that attention and i cant ask my friends cus i feel like a bother, i end up online talking to older people just to abandon them a couple days later out of disgust in myself

sorry if i used the wrong flair idk wtf to put it under.