Phobia exasperated by abortion laws

Living in a Deep South red state makes my phobia so much worse. The closest state with access to an abortion over 6-9 weeks near me is TEN hours away. I’d still be absolutely terrified of pregnancy without the abortion bans but having that option taken away from me has made me so much more afraid and almost celibate with my last partner. Does anyone else in the southern US feel the same way?