I wish i was extremely pretty

I want to be loved..and i don't think its possible since im not THAT pretty to keep your eyes only on me..im just a normal looking girl someone you can consider as an average looking, neither ugly nor pretty. The only attention i get is from men who are twice of my age😭 and from those who are already married i never got any attention from the guys of my age and it proves that im pretty enough to be lusted but never pretty enough to be loved...it hurts tbh..i wish i had a lethal face card.