Serious problem guys, pls relationship ke alawa padhlo, I request

So Mera ek secret tha, aaj tak...Jo ig me kisiko nahi bata paaunga..but aaj bohot heavy feel ho rha hai...aaj nahi bola kisi ke saamne toh tutt jaaunga.. I am a scholar guy, hamesha se topper, acche number laata hu, wo baccha jisla sab example dete hai..

But koi uss ladke se nahi puchta, ki tu kaisa hai, tu khush toh haina? Koi nahi..

3rd standard me I asked ki cricket coaching join krwa do, nahi karwaayi instead karate me daal diya..phir wo kiya zabardasti, bola badminton toh krwa do, wo bhi nahi karwaya, ek guitar le diya, wo bhi ro gaya rha iss liye...starting se I want to get into music, but pata nhi kyu me eapne parents se bol nahi paata yaar..idk why..kabhi aaj tak unse kuch nahi maang paaya, aur na hi maang paaunga..

Abhi 12th commerce me hu, hopefully science nahi dilwayi, but ab CA ka bol rahe hai...wohi karunga aage bhi...but Mera dil hamesha se sports aur music me raha hai...mujhme na aaj himaat hai, na Kal aayegi, ye bolne ki, ki mujhe music krna hai, ya mujhe sports me Jaana hai...me songs likhta hu, guitar bajata hu, poetries likhta hu, book ideas hai mere pass, I dance well, sing well, act well..but mujhe Jo kaam sopa gaya hai..wo hai padhai..

Tum logo ko isliye bata raha hu, kyuki irl friends ke saamne ro nahi sakta, fuddu lagunga na, aur bsf hai ek, wo gharpe bata degi..

Aaj tak kuch nahi maanga mene, na zidd ki, na galat kharcha karwaya, na kabhi bezzati krwayi..

Hamesha meri wajah se mere parents ne proud hi feel kiya hai..

Aaj bohot sad lag rha tha..socha gum baatne se kam hai...toh tum log sunloge thoda..

So sorry itna likhne ke liye..mujhe pata hai tum log nahi padhoge ye..kyuki ye koi RELATIONSHIP, LOVE LIFE, NSFW story nahi hai, par ek real life story hai..

Me bas ye batana chahta hu, ki hamesha topper baccha khush ho, aisa zaruri nahi hai..kabhi usse puch ke dekho..

Jo chote hai mujhse, bhai-behen sun lo, marks ke piche mat bhago..Jeevan me khushiyan marks se nahi aati..

Iss janam me na sahi, agle me poore krlenge sapne, Aakhir suraj bhi ast hoke dubara ugta hai ~

Thanks🫶😊