Don’t know how much longer I can last unemployed

Been job searching for 8 months now. Looking for my first post grad role and I’ve gotten jack. Even though my resume is full of previous experience from internships, I can barely get a call back. I’ve tried everything from networking to tailoring my resume. Doesn’t help that all of my fellow classmates are getting roles left and right on LinkedIn while I’m not getting even a rejection letter. The urge to relapse on my self harm is so strong. I’m such a financial burden on my family. Maybe it’s best if I just flip the switch forever and call it day. At least that means I can’t rack up more medical expenses while I’m breathing. Never knew being 23 was gonna be this bad 🫠🫠