I’m gonna force myself to become a transbian bye y’all

I was on Instagram and I stumbled across a reel that was making fun of trans women, nothing new here I’m used to this type of content.

But then I saw that some people that follow me/that I follow liked it so I decided to check…

I thought maybe it would be some distant relatives like a cousin or something, but I was wrong…It was MEN THAT HAVE BEEN INTERESTED IN ME / DM’D ME IN THE PAST. The same men that wanted to f*ck me so bad. They are liking this type of content.

I mean I’m not shocked, it’s a pretty well-known fact that the same men that want us absolutely hate us, but seeing it happen to me personally right before eyes hurts so much. And one of them was so kind to me too…like I never got attached to him because I know better, but still…ouch.

Men can be such cowards. Even the f-slur pathetic excuse of a man I was as a teenager before my transition is more courageous and manly than they’ll ever ever be. They are truly weak. ” But I hAvE to HiDe My AtTracTioN or people wiLL jUdGe Me 🥲 ” you’re a grown man ? Seriously 14 years old me was walking around proudly being herself even after getting bullied and you can’t do that a bit at your big age even though it’ll be 100 times way easier than what I’ve been through ?…and even if you wanted to hide the fact that you’re attracting to us, can’t you just not talk about it rather than ACTIVELY engaging in content that target us ? Who are you trying to convince ?

I was already completely on the verge of becoming aromantic before (as you can see in my post history) because of past events, but this was definitely my breaking point.

I’m gonna find another trans girl that wants a friendly marriage, and we’ll spend our entire days baking, doing self-care and gardening.

Anyway it was nice knowing y’all but I’m choosing not to act on my heterosexual attraction anymore so I don’t have my place here, bye I wish y’all the best 💋