Stay sober yall .. don’t relapse.

Relapsed after 7.25 years of sobriety. Longing for those days. A slow spiral into despair. Now no hard drugs or alcohol just weed. I’m 48 too, feel achieved nothing .. though doing fairly well. Trying to get back , I know I can make it if I just get in a day. But I smoke early morning and ruin the day. So stay sober - these are the best days of your lives. Send good vibes this way so I can also experience the joy again. Love.