(20F) India,Never been in a relationship

So I am a 20 college student who has never been into any dating scene. Since school I was a studious girl who knew nothing apart from studies. Never had much interaction with opposite gender. But as I grow older I feel like I really need someone at times to share myself openly. I don't think I know how to love someone but I still want to experience the feeling of being loved by someone. I want someone to choose me over everyone else and make me feel that even I deserve love but it's been 20 years of existence still haven't found someone. And there are my friends having multiple exes, relationships, situationships, talk stages and what not.Now only way for me to find love is at college as I am living away from home on hostel and my college isn't in some big cities to explore outside the campus. I just don't know why I am writing this but I have some void within me that I can't share with anyone in real life as people will judge me.