i want a cigarette

man i want a cigarette. i don’t have access to vapes as i have to buy them online & that’s become very difficult with the australia ban (part of what urged me to quit) so i’ve found myself craving cigarettes. i’ve smoked a couple in my life but nothing crazy. i’m just craving the nicotine. i don’t want to take up smoking, i hate the taste, smell and don’t want to end up like my grandma with emphysema. plus it’s cold here so standing outside would suck lol. but my brain is telling me i need it. i’m 3 days and 5 hours in and the physical withdrawals have actually subsided, it’s just a huge mental thing rn