I am a mongo pusher

I push mongo because it's more comfortable for me I indeed feel balanced and landing tricks is much easier I push with my left while my right foot be ar the back. I tried practicing regular but it's to hard for me can't even tic tac or anything I indeed can push and move but hard to do any tricks. I started skating 4 month ago. Adding a point why am I getting called a poser isn't a poser supposed to be someone who's skating to IMPRESS? I am 15