Looking for Suggestions

I’m someone who DEEPLY wants to enjoy marijunana from time to time but can’t seem to make it happen. Even very small dose edibles (2.5 mg) make my heart race and I frel anxious. I’ve tried both Indica and sativa. I think maybe the wait of an edible really bothers me but I also absolutely hate smoking. In the past when I’ve had surgeries, I’ve taken pain medications and I annoyingly LOVE how warm and calm they make my body feel and almost make my brain feel a little bit floaty without feeling confused. If that makes any sense. 😅

If you’ve stayed with me this long, I shopose my question is, is there anything at all out there that you’d suggest I tey that maybe acts faster than an edible signing smoking it, that makes my body feel the way an opioid does? I know that sounds addict-y but I pronise you it’s not 😅 I was just hoping someone here may have some good suggestions for me.