most painful lyrics from lil peep?!

What is your painfullest lil peep lyrics for you?
For me is this one, and everytime i do it, this comes in my mind:
''Yeah, I do them drugs, I don't give a fuck what you think
I got blood, I got mud, I got bud, I got drank
Only do it for the pain, it be fuckin' up my brain''
song: Lil peep - Drugz