Older Jews - does it get any better?

Currently having a pretty bad time in my life right now, and I have contemplated taking my life bc of it. There’s a million different reasons as to why, but one of them is just the existential fear that things are going to get worse for us Jews. I’m a coward, but I can’t take it anymore. I cannot take people doing Hitler salutes in public. I cannot take antisemites marching outside my synagogue. I cannot take ppl denying my right to exist in our homeland. I want to feel brave and safe, but living in the US, the dread feels like it just gets worse and worse.

I know I’m quite young (early 20s), but I’m just at wits end with the state of the world. If anyone has any advice or words of encouragement, I would really really appreciate it