This needs to be said

If the law views same sex marriage as the same sex. Then if a trans person marries a man and is a trans woman wouldn’t that make her straight? Why would the law see it as same sex? She’s a girl and he’s a guy. She just would be trans. The same for a trans man marrying a woman. It just erks me no one sees us as women or men. I understand not everyone agrees. But I just wish I was a cis guy. Who can marry a woman.

Some states want to ban gay marriage. Which is sad for gay and lesbian people. But I’m afraid heterosexual trans people are going to get drag into this. Because the law doesn’t see us as our true gender. So too them were gay too. I’m no lesbian I’m a guy plain and simple.

I look like a man, I have a beard and my voice is bass baritone like. But because I’m not a cisgender man it makes me gay to love a woman.

If gay marriage is ban nationwide. I’m going to throw up. Because I know that applies to me. Because I’m not a real man marrying a woman. I don’t know if just makes me feel like shit.

I think I’m going to lift some weights now. To cool off. Dysphoria sucks man.