how can i find my own sound?

one of the biggest critics i receive in my music is about lack of originality. feel like im only able to pull off emorap/lil peep or rock type beats.

even though i like it, this type of music is a bit outdated today and lowkey cringe imo. i want to be more original and make things i really like while finding my own sound.

ive tried to mash up different sounds and genres i like but i’ve found nothing new AND nice.

and before someone ask, i listen to a lot of music not only emorap. mainly metal, indie, pop rock but also hard trap and rap :)