As someone who’s interested in going to the Eusexua concert/club night can someone give me outfit ideas? I’m not really sure what to wear. 20M

The aesthetics i tend to be is emo and monochrome. I like yin yangs, wear studded black bracelets and paint my nails black and white or just plain black and wear eyeliner too sometimes. There’s something about 🖤black🖤 that gravitates more towards me than let’s say primary colours as much as i have a soft spot for blue too. I have messy thick medium length dark brown hair that covers my forehead with a naturally messy “just got out of bed” look that somehow makes me look better than lets say the overly pronounced brushed hair that makes me look like a wannabe gay posh Londoner mod from the 70s or something. The 80s? I don’t know the era of that time. I LOVE vans and converses they are so cute and i recently got a pair of velvet black chelsea boots that look amazing combined with a pair of jeans that compliments my bum. I have to be in the mood for jeans though! Sucks because i like how they look on people but just not a fan of the scratchy material sometimes or it feels too hot to wear. Not sure if it’s to do with my autism, but i’ve started getting used to wearing denim overtime but like i said i have to be in a specific mood “On Wednesday’s we wear jeans”. I have a pair of Dr Martens too (WHO CARES? Shut up .-.).

I want to feel sexy too for myself not for anybody else. I have a relatively okay body i guess, nothing too extraordinary like a 6/10. I’ve got a supposedly toned look. Broad-ish shoulders and i’m “tall” even though i’m only 5’8/5’9 but guessing my long legs give that illusion that i’m 6ft. Not monstrously tall just normal tall. There’s nothing wrong with my body don’t know why i’m underestimating myself i’m just not the conventionally muscular man you see in magazines with 20-packs. I would like a 6-pack one day actually that could be something to tick off my bucket list but the floor is unbearably uncomfortable which sounds like an excuse but like i don’t want what’s on the floor to go into my hair.

If i had to compare my body to a famous person it would probably be, i don’t know. Why should i compare myself to others? We’re unique in our own ways how cliche does that sound? Who is the “you” i wonder?

Anyways, something slightly (Slightly is the keyword here) revealing i’m thinking of wearing maybe a fish net top or meshed. Not trying to sound like a slut or nothing or wanting attention but just want something that’s practical for raving. For dancing around to my hearts content. In bliss! Entering the state of euphoria. Is Eusexua a combination of sexuality and euphoria? I’ve never really worn revealing clothes i wear long sleeves more often to hide my scars.

Can someone tell me what can help scars fade more vastly or if there’s any affordable procedures i could save up for in the future?. Best case is getting a tattoo (Only have one so far need more honestly) over them.