I can't believe how i overcame existential ocd 😭

3 something years ago i overcame my nihilism which was paralyzing me from living and had severe suicidal ideation, i heard a quite by Nietzsche he delusioned me and started studying as a combat to nihilism, went into flow with studying and when i was not studying i was about to cry, i finally got rid off nihilism[constant ideation about meaninglessness of universe] and entered med school at age of 28, i am stage 1 now 😭 Guys [Flow] was the answer for me.