How To Keep Myself Balanced?

I realize that I may be in the minority here, but I’m trying not to get addicted to porn or let this become out of control in my life.

Edging and denial has had significant benefits for me I wouldn’t have expected including body positivity (lowered body dysmorphia), more energy which when channeled correctly is powerful, more sexual pleasure and enjoyment, and a feeling of being more alive.

Is there anyone else here who genuinely benefits from denial? I am trying to keep it in control while keeping the benefits, but I am struggling.

Does anyone have any tips or tricks for making it more easy to manage with your life?

I find myself wanting to spend my free time edging and sexting because it’s constantly an urge and is constantly on my mind. Any help for keeping it a good balance?