I'm dying of depression

I lost 35 lac in business in 2021, and the bank loan was nearly 20 lac. I divorced on November 2024, and I couldn't see my first child since he was born on the 2nd day of his life. Reading motivational books and exercising to relieve stress couldn't work. I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm dying sometimes.

In 2012 I owned a software company and had a luxurious car, but I lost everything when I became alcoholic, then I started again in 2020, but lost everything again in 2021.

It's really difficult for me to think of what to do now. It is impossible for me to think anything right now.

Any advice please ....