Struggling with faith

I have been trying to figure out what the truth is and have been wrestling spiritually with this for awhile now. Yesterday I attended a Mormon funeral for a friend who passed away suddenly two weeks ago. While sitting in the chapel prior to the services I was praying and asking for answers; (I was baptized in the Mormon faith in ‘98) but all I got was silence. There was no small voice, no impressions, nothing. Even during the services; nothing the bishop said resonated and the only a ha moment I got was that maybe Mormonism is not true at all. But I am also trying to figure out if God exists and that silence makes me think that maybe God isn’t real either. Really confused about that. Hoping maybe someone out there has had a similar experience but mostly just needed to vent.