Academic advice
Academic advice
Hey I am in 12th (commerce) right now and I need some help regarding my future (I didn't know what should I name the title and I am new to reddit so forgive me if I am wrong anywhere)
Acha so the thing is my previous plans were 1. I will be giving cuet and will score a decent marks to get into north campus du and will study bcom hons from there and yeh toh sabko pata hain du name tag holds power so uske baad I will think what I have to do from there only 2. I was also thinking of applying in goenka Kolkata and if I get chance there I will shift there
Now problem yeh hain ki my family is extremely broke and I knew about this but mere parents ne force Kiya ki I should give the exams and aage sab woh dekhenge and mujhe tension nhi Leni chahiye.. maine 11 pe bohot bola ki main kuch or kar lungi cause you guys will not be able to afford it (i am from Andra pradesh so accomodation is also a problem) but unhone bohot force Kiya meko dreams dikhaye and what not (it's not there fault ik)
But ab jab boards 1 month dur hain there are saying ki woh log afford nhi kar payenge and I should stop seeing bade sapne and mujhe koi decent professional course karna chahiye (they mean CA) and they knew mujhe CA pr koi interest nhi (I am not that great in maths and I really can't study that much)
Ik unki galti nhi they wanted the best for me but shayad unke plans work nhi kiye but now I am very demotivated mujhe padhne ka ekdm man nhi hota
And I have decided ki main Cuet nhi dungi cause unhone mana kar diya woh log nhi bhejenge so what's the point in study more?? And main is liye bol rhi hun qki I worked my ass off in 12 I literally studied for 8+ hourse everyday and now it's just all seems fake and not worthy (btw it was my dream to study in big college)
So help me to decide what should I do??
For more context - I am an above average student and will definitely score 90+ in boards