The story of my life 📉

So one fine evening I was chilling outside waiting for my father to return from office but he was not responding to calls... And suddenly a random guy picked up and asked me to reach the nearby hospital soon... The next time I saw him he was cold and lifeless. Then me and my mom moved in with my mom's parents, my grandparents.. soon i lost my grandpa to heart attack, but still we kept going searching for some light. My mom was emotional drained after all this. My dad was her whole life. Because of this my aami(grandma) took care of me... slowly everything started getting better and suddenly my aami was diagnosed with last stage brain tumor and we lost her within 6 months.. The void all these incidents created in my life was very big and I was literally drowning in an ocean of sorrow.

But I sailed that too was topper throughout school cracked one of the toughest entrance exam and got enrolled in a tier 2 engineering college.

In the final year of my graduation I got placed in one of the finest companies that came to campus. I was on cloud nine. Finally started enjoying my life but my happiness didn't last long my onboarding was postponed... wuhuuu that too a few days before my last day of grad. I didn't gave up I continued to upskill and waited for my joining for 6 months and you know what those a##h#les didn't even care to communicate all the issues going on in their company.

After 6 months I started moving on and wasted another 1 year on govt exams but soo I realised i was on wrong track and redirected towards cat. I failed.... Failed miserably in cat xat all these f##kng exams...

But again I didn't give up right after xat I instantly started applying for jobs and I got 1 yayyyy.... I traveled kms to attend interview and all shit and I have my joining date on Monday... And you know what I still don't have the f##k#ing offer letter. I been texting the hr and she isn't even responding. I booked train, hostel and even finished shopping for my new start. Called all my relatives to share the good news and now what...

I just feel like I am kind of cursed or something just want to end all this shit and need some happiness 😭😭😭😭