To all the pakciks who commit pembakaran stuff right dead in the fresh morning,

Bismillahirahmanirahim. Aku berdo'a untuk doa yang saya doakan untuk pakcik ni takkan dipantulkan kepada saya sendiri.

اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ بِأَنَّكَ أَنْتَ اللَّهُ الأَحَدُ الصَّمَدُ الَّذِي لَمْ يَلِدْ وَلَمْ يُولَدْ وَلَمْ يَكُنْ لَهُ كُفُوًا أَحَدٌ ‏.‏

i hope you stub your toe on a splintered table. i hope your pillows are warm at night, like unbearably warm. i hope tonight you settle into bed, feeling all cozy and wrapped up, maybe even thinking it’s the perfect night’s sleep ahead, only to get hit with this relentless, impossible-to-ignore urge to pee. i hope you lie there, contemplating if you can hold it, trying to convince yourself it's not that bad. but the feeling just keeps building, pushing you until you have no choice but to get up, stumble through the dark, stub your toe again this time on the sharp corner wall and drag yourself to the bathroom, just as sleep starts to slip away. Ameen ya rabbal 'alameen.

I hope Allah forgives you, fellow slave of God, because I can't.