35 weeks pregnant and over it

I don’t really know how I can manage to go through the next 5 or more weeks. Knowing that baby can come at 41+ weeks makes me feel so much rage. The anticipation is killing me. I wish I had a crystal ball to tell me exactly when I’ll go into labour.

I just want to meet baby already and get my body somewhat back to myself so I can sleep more comfortably, finally put my clothes on without gasping for air and go on a damn diet to lose this baby weight.

For a while there things felt like they were moving so fast. Now, I laugh at myself for stressing that “the baby will be here so soon!” Hah. How naive and dumb was I.

I’m uncomfortable, tired and so over being fat and pregnant.