Does Anyone Relate?

I've noticed a trend in my life where people who are strangers or aren't familiar with me give me a high amount of respect but people who are familiar with me like family or friends tend to undermine me heavily. I've never had any real bullies or strangers go out their way to try come for me, people don't even laugh at me when I do something stupid, it's always the people I'm familiar with who hurt my feelings. This makes me wanna keep my distance a lot from people and actually isolate myself to avoid people from consciously/unconsciously picking on me because I got to nice and allowed them to occupy a space within my subconscious space.

I have Sun conjunct MC in Capricorn and Moon conjunct Mars in Aries in the 12th House.